Blog alive again.... Died for several time... Well.... Hehehe.. I guess still no one visited me there.. hai!!!! I guess my blog is to bored or I have lost contact with friends???? It look like e secong on is more realistic...I am bad enough recently to play out ppls or reject their date... Haizzz... I =just don't feel like going ..... Want to be alone.... I now deep in me still have alot of thing has not sort out.... still has not figure out.... Hehehe... Sorting out my self take time.... I find a place to confine myself talking to God and sorting thing out.... It seemed bored but I helpful.... One area is I am tired to like or admired someone.... I alway give up halfway.... I know that if I preserve I will make it..... I looking on a positive side ... Some of my friend see me as a expert in courtship??? But do I like one??? Never has a single date in 19yrs.... Perhaps my experience is all based of ppls around me... Seem to much....How to luv someone exactly???? What is luv???? How does it look like??? How to knoe if one is in luv???? What did God say about luv??? Friends and world view about luv???? Hope t will get over it soon..... I hide my feeling well... That all... Well KL birthday in 18 days time.... Not sure what to but for him.... I will be grand , better than last yrs.... Hopefully e attendance will exceed last yrs... After him... will be planning or  mine...I alway screw up at e last min.... Since  2 yrs I never have a suceessful birthday party......  Hmmm... well gtg... GD nites... Sleep tight....Thank God...........