Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Hihi... I back... Alot of fuuny thing happen around this week...... Firstly KL msg me to check a no which he thought belong to a girl( Don't wish to mention) ... Secondly Ah xian who is going to return e money tired several time but I never recieve e money... Thirdly new Asia Bar has simply forget my transport claim... Fourth I am working late night which I have not done so for 2yrs... It made me think that KL has someting on his sleeve... Xian is a little cunning ( not sure when is he true self) But anyway... It over now... A good new to share...My Bi-yearly income is 4.34k which is far behing my 6.0k target... Well it all right ...ThaNk God for that... Next 6 months I forsee the income to be 0.9k because I want to focus o studies... Happy kel going for a vacation in 2 days time... so happy happy happy... Hmmm By the way Hpoe that someone will visit my abandon blog... Take care ... See ya back on e 8... Bye... won't be bring my phone( reminder for those who contact me often)
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Monday, May 23, 2005
Hello.... Dad return this morning drunk n have a quarrel with mum... I have no idea what had happen... It was my bro who told me.... Mum cry again this afternoon... Why must there be no peace in my home????? I just read sara's blog ..... I admire her fortunate family life where everyone enjoy each other ..... Who can I blame ???? Forget it... I must pray really hard that God will change the situation @ home... I can't do nothing much.... Hope that dad will join us for family gathering more frequently as well as others... We spend less than 3 times a year together while for a meal or going out... Sometime I just envy other's family.... Caompare to last time it better now , at least I have a FATHER IN HEAVEN.... I can always relate to him.... I alone can only do so little..... Just hand it to God.... Tears falling from my eye now... Sort of wanting to give up the hope for family unity.... If it not Jesus... I woiuld have given it up 3 yrs ago... I gave thank for the presevance... Anyway thank God... Take care n Gd night....God bless....
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Jobless again.... Have to find some other way out ... Life have been up and down for ... Kel dislike irregular work schedule or last min work ..... Life is so quite now... Don't know wat had happen ????? It gd time have become a memories... I am like one wake up frm a long sweet dream... Wat should i do? one strength is no enough to unite everyone bad.... i now hope just everyone to study well n take care... That all... other thing have put behind... I think i should look forward... Have been backward looking... Even if everyone single soul left me... I so sure that Jesus will stand with me even the highest mountain or the deepest valley... I must take him alway... Take care Those out there... All are welcome to visit my blog... I have been dead for to long... Hope that u realise this is my effort to keep all who know me my life update....
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Reach 00.30... was quite tired and annoy... Being pick on by the chief steward, that guy is really like a gangster .. Don't wish to tell more... Anyway that only a smal part of unhappiness... Well, spend more than 2hrs reading storybook( longer in 4 mths) haha... Wake up at 3 noon so siok... luv raining day where i can sleep soundly... No work today... so bored .. but can have plenty of rest ... Nothing to do just staring at com right now... Yeah ... just have chicken rice for dinner... Can't recall when is the last time I eat chicken rice... Going to find some find online ... Thank God... Bye.... just contact me online if u can find me....
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Monday, May 16, 2005
treasure all gd time < u never know when it end
Have a gd time with mum n sis @ orchard... Great???? The relationship have been bind stronger... This is the sec times my mum join us for sushi dinner... I have been trying hard to enjoy herself more often which she seldom do... Hehehe...She's catching up... happy kel...... A major concern now is about buddies... It seem that the friendship have plunge greatly... so sad.. will the past gd time become just another gd memoirs... So scarely... Must bind eveyone back again... Going to do something.... Anyway Thank u Daddy God.... Hey now kel have a chorus of a song for all ( where can go in ur presence( God presence) on to his wing i take refuge) Frankly speaking we all need God... Hmmm going to work now... bye...take cake
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
Happy kelvin ??? Have a chance to work in office...So slack there.... I luv office but to bad it end so quickly...I a rare chance ... can't wait to go back again !! went partyworld ktv on thurs... Wow... So expensive ... bubble tea cost alon 8+ ... Luckily regina have e voucher and i only pay 13 all together ... Have supper @ holland v crystal jade... we 9 ppl only pay 8+ each ... I uv it... Going back again... Reach hm a 1+ and eat porridge mum cook... sound werid? I don't want to disppoint mum effort..Hmm ... anyway... Gave thank to Daddy God... He's so faithful.... Today have no idea where to go >>.... Waiting for mum or bro n sis invitation... Take care >.>> God bless.... Cya....
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Hi... Just return home from work... God is so good to me .... That why have faith in Jesus in a beginning of all wisdom... Haha... Hmmm nothing much... So tired today ...The restaurant was fully packed n it seem yrs before knock off... anyway...Don't grumble so much for it still better than jobless.. Well... Going of now...Take care guys.. Good night...God bless..... A thousands thank Jesus(daddy God)@@@@@
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
Hello.... Finally my com is back... Blog alive again... I will do my best to keep it from dying... Hmmm....Yeah sleep well for 2 solid week... I miss good old day where me, calvin etc gather for outing... Now I found it hard to gather them... Any good suggestion out for me? Life is become quieter without this group of buddies.. I meet alot of werid people this day... One is ah xian, joel n sara... They are new type of friend to me... Perhaps God is bringing thid people to teach me something? anyway... feel free to give me comment of my problem .... take care... Thank u Jesus!!!!
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
Seen young I have been following my parents in worshipping the so call ''god'.... Under the influence of my dad i alway speaks ill of christianity.... I have hold on to my parents faith... When i have trouble i will pray to those lifeless idol for help... Sometime i even perform ritual which i learnt for TV or medium...None of my prayer is being answer .... I began to blame tham for the mishap.... I question the existence of God....
A helpless lad like me.... hai... I started to have interest in going to church in dec2001..
I went for the christmas party and after that i felt that someone calling me to attend church...I do not know how...I beg my friend yiren to bring me to his church.... After a couple a month i become better in term of charater... I decided to gave my life to the Lord in Aug ..... I stopped carrying tailsman with me... THe following week Dad discover me attending church and ban me from going....I still keep the faith but gone astray ... I become in love with money... I have frequent arguement with mum.... I become hook to spending and was in debt... I heard the voice again calling me to go church... I persuded but started to go back to the church... In the same time one of my classmate ,zhengyuan invited me to his church,FCBC..... I attend once but working is still my piority.... neverthless i begin to attend two churches....I heard great testimony of encounter and was keen in it... I attend it in Nov and felt strong presence of Lord with i never exprience.... I confess all my sin... From that found my faith grow in the Lord.... I begin to be aware that the voice is actually God himself in the form of holy spirit..... My dad is still against me me converting to christian and have no idea of me attending church.... Both my cell and I prayed hard for the family salvation... With faith God grace my brother, follow by my sister accepted Jesus as their Lord and savior... THank God... THat is the greater blessing i recieved in 2004... Amen... I will continue to serve God and the generation to come will .... I proclaim that my parents will come to know the Lord.... The day of baptism will be soon and my dad will honour it.... Amen.....
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kelvin...kelvin.... why are you here ? A failure since young ... Never pass exam since started schooling till primary 4.... Condemn and rejected by all relatives and even parents.... Sometime i hate no one but me alone....Life getting tougher as i grow... Hook to stealing since six .... Once dad fractured my right-hand because of stealing...
Still i did not repent.... A EM3 failure which surrounded by so many bright cousins.... To me there is no one who love me..... A great liar who went around hurting people.... Self torturing for 16++ years.... I hated this family so much...... So envy and jealous of people family who is well-off....They got what they want but I faced huge struggle before i get the stuff i want .....Why is thing so hard for me ? HAtred grow deepest in me....I seem that I alright from outside but deep inside I am so weak and helpless..... What have i done to deserve this suffering???? nothing.... 18 year still taking O level...
People around me is completing A level this year... so useless.....Luckily... I found one who finally love me... That is God who send his only son,Jesus to die for me.... Why him???? I have been codemning and and hurting him every now and then... but he had never give up in me....Now I am no longer the old useless kelvin but one who known to be the son of God.....
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